First Mate's Diary

First Mate's Diary is a diary entry that can be collected in Metro Exodus.

Location
The Caspian: About halfway between Saul's outpost and the lighthouse, there is a large ship in the middle of the road. Enter the ship and go upstairs. To your immediate right you will see a slave praying to the Holy Flame. The diary will be on the table.

Transcript
...So, right before we sail away, he tells me: «Watch container number 406, it's a special shipment for you know who. You answer with your head for it.»

With my head... What the fuck am I supposed to do now?! Lost all comms at night, the weather went to shit, too, North wind was so strong I was ready so shit my pants, never saw waves of that size in this puddle in my life! The roll was so bad, some of the containers, including number 406, broke off and fell overboard, taking two of the crew with them. And how is that my fault? Was I supposed to to just stop it with my bare hands? I wrote down the coordinates, did all I could... If they value the shipment so much, let them fish it from the bottom!